My friend also wasn't very convinced when I said I don't like anyone now. Of course you do, he shot back. He became exceptionally incredulous when I told him about all my recent blind dates with girls with good hearts. Well, people always possess attractive qualitities which I notice, I say. Who hits them all? And then I return to all my excuses and fears.
I receive all this feedback from this man because he can be a spiritual father in my life. After all, he loves The Lord and is more than twice my age! He cares for me and wants me married. I welcome this spiritual discontentment that I experienced after our meeting. My heart had been rattled. I ask God all the more, what's going on, God?!
And my desire to straighten out my path grows, but let's not talk about excuses, shall we?